I Battle Depression and Anxiety

My depression started when I was about 15 I found out my father was cheating on my mom by finding a phone number in his jacket pocket after he asked me to grab some change. Later that night I called the number and she told me her name and her relation with my father. I didn't wan to tell my mother, but a year later I found out my mother was having an affair with a 66 year old man who pretended to be mind and my dads "friend" took us to see live music. This is the time I started lashing out after I found out. I didn't talk to anyone or eat anything at school lunch and a kid tried to take my tray so I smashed him across the face with it. I got out on probation for 3 years discover drugs along that journey. They kept me caged in on house arrest which developed my social anxiety issues I can't go anywhere without a Xanax or a bag of heroin. I've tried every anti psychotic and anti depressant known, and nothing had helped.

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